On My Mind
Happy 3rd Birthday to my Lil’ Lady

Happy 3rd Birthday to my Lil’ Lady

If I were to die tonight

if I were to die tonight I would be a bit disappointed in my life. I didnt take enough risks. I worried too much, and the risks I did take weren’t worth any value. Safety risks (that’s an oxymoron). If I were to die tonight I would wish I actually believed in myself. I would wish I saw the potential I hold that others see in me. I wish I wasn’t so fragile so I wouldn’t care what people thought of my singing. I wish I wasn’t afraid of my greatness or potential, but I rather I would run after it as if I needed it more than life itself. If I were to die tonight I would hope I can make my daughter proud and I would be a great role model for her. I want to show her to go after her dreams no matter what; Just do it! Believe in yourself, but how can I say that and not do it myself? That makes me a hypocrite. If I were to die tonight I would cry in my grave thinking about the life I was wasted away. Hoping that heaven and reincarnation both exist, so i may have a second chance at a peaceful mind, heart, body and soul. I am not dying tonight, I am simply going to sleep. Tomorrow is my fresh start, my new slate. Time to start investing into the potential that is me, Stevie B.

Im fragile

They say the purest form of vulnerability is when you are naked. Bare showing off every inch of who you are physically. For me my vulnerability is when I stand in front of you and sing. Your ears absorb my voice, your eyes search me up and down, around and around. I quiver because I’m scared because I’m fragile.

What I used to do

Sitting at the park after seeing you, moments of our sweet years pop into my head. Reminding my heart how it feels to head be head over heels in love.
Our hippie love, our easy breezy love; we were insinc, we were in tune with one another. We listened, we understood, we felt each other.
we had a rhythm like we were made together. Our hands, our tongues,our bodies and souls. We had a rhythm

Taken with Instagram

Taken with Instagram

Yogurt face (Taken with Instagram)

Yogurt face (Taken with Instagram)

Look at this kid! :/ (Taken with Instagram)

Look at this kid! :/ (Taken with Instagram)

Working for room and board (Taken with Instagram)

Working for room and board (Taken with Instagram)

Rickie Mia’s big girl bed!!! Thanks Nana (Taken with Instagram)

Rickie Mia’s big girl bed!!! Thanks Nana (Taken with Instagram)

My treasure  (Taken with Instagram)

My treasure (Taken with Instagram)